margins

Almost a year ago, I was in the hospital recovering from a ruptured cerebral aneurysm. When I was lucid enough to reflect on anything specific, I often thought about getting back to the studio. In my morphine-fueled fever dreams, my studio appeared spacious, filled with beautiful light, clean, tidy, organized, sparsely furnished, with wide expanses of white walls on which to work. At some point, it dawned on me that I had left brushes soaking, and I asked my civilian (non-artist) husband to clean them for me. That was my only point of reference to the real reality of the condition my studio. 

Once I was home and managed to go out to the studio, I was dismayed to find not the spacious, airy space of my fever dreams. but a smallish, darkish space with stuff all over the place, like someone had just spent a lot of time in there painting and left in the middle of a painting session--brushes were clean, though. I did not yet have the energy to face such a mess. I was going to have to spend a bit of time considering what was ahead of me.

Me, on the porch of the studio pondering avoiding the mess inside.

Eventually, I felt stronger, changes in medication brought fewer side effects, and my restlessness drove me back into the studio. I spent the next few months picking up where I had left off, sort of.

selvedge no.1 

9 x 12 

acrylic on panel 

2012

selvedge no. 2 

9 x 12 

acrylic on panel 

2012

These are a couple of the paintings I returned to. But after a few months, I just wasn't feeling the acrylic vibe I had going before the aneurysm. Time to regroup.

Changing the medium seemed to be the thing. Shifted to wax/mixed media.

I fell into a what-the-hell, let-me-see-what-happens phase. 

Whoops.  What happened was a bit much. 

Still like it, but it's not quite where I wanted to go.

selvedge 4222
wax and oil on panel
12 x 12
2013

Instead of pigment sticks, I started using unprimed linen with the wax on panel.

That felt much better. 

Calm. Order. In control. That's me.

hereafter
encaustic on linen over board
9 x 12
2013

Not.

eli and the thirteenth confession
encaustic and linen over panel
24" x 36"
2013

More like torn and frayed.

reckoning
encaustic and linen over board
24" x 36"
2013

By late spring, the weather was getting too warm for wax, 

and it was time for another shift, this time to oil.

both untitled, from the Margin series

16 x 20

oil on panel

2013

And through it all, digital.

selvedge grey

digital photo-based inkjet print on drafting film

22 x 30

And monoprints on mylar.

untitled oil on mylar

8 x 10

2013

And oil on panel.

untitled (and probably not quite finished)

16 x 20

oil on panel

2013

bringin' it all back home

OK. I'm back. It's only been a couple of years, a change in work situation, numerous projects, and one ruptured (and repaired) cerebral aneurysm later, I'm re-launching this blog, REASON INVERTED, in place of pfarrellartblog, which I will officially put out to pasture as soon as I figure out how. 

I was inspired to relaunch the blog when my copy of Color: How to Use It by Marci Cooperman (published by Pearson, 2014) arrived in the mail. 

A few summers ago, Marci contacted me after seeing some of my work on my website and asked me if I was interested in participating in a project she was working on: a textbook on color for art and design students. Of course I was. 

Marci teaches a Color Theory class at Parsons: The New School for Design in the Graphic Design Department, as well a numerous courses in marketing. Next spring she is offering a Color Theory workshop in Cape May. As she says: "Nothing wrong with a few days in a gorgeous place, where students can stay at a Victorian B&B and learn about color."

Here is some of my work included in Color:

Lacuna 3 encaustic on panel 24 x 24 2007

Lacuna 7 encaustic on panel 24 x 24 2007

Thank you Marci, for including my work in your beautiful book!